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Sunday, February 20, 2011

I've too many questions and no one to question.

The answers probably don't lie anywhere else but inside. I need a working understanding of myself so things can move forward. It's a strange week to need introspection after, because it's gone beautifully and I'm glad.

I never expected this next phase of self-clarification to come so early.

In any case, I'm quite certain that this phase is substantially different. The answers don't lie in processed theories, nor in other people. I can't research my way to understanding. Need an aesthetic approach to it. Can't view this in terms of debate axioms, though I need the defined areas to think about.

I think, when I'm choked for words, I'm really thinking in the manner described above.

Because the spiels that follow immediately after almost always makes perfect sense to me. And conclusions about the present-myself almost never make perfect sense.

Took quite a while to pen this post. I'm not quite sure what to make of the staccato rhythm, except that more mulling time might have smoothened it out. Except that would essentially mask the essence of what I feel at present, haha.

2L @ 9:09 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Hello Uncle...Bah Chor Mee one. I want chilli plus tur Kwa plus can I watch your CCTV playback of Jeff Lopez...=D