Mee Siam Mai Hum

Monday, December 07, 2009

Okay, reading my latest blogpost I've come to realize that my recent posts have been quite disjointed. Jumping from thought to thought like I'm having an imaginary conversation with the Blogger interface. Complete with emoticons and expressions like sighing.

[insert extended comment about blogging styles in general]

I think because I typically have such large lulls between posts I hardly have a consistent blogging style. Odd, because I've no idea what to think or feel about it. I cannot be unequivocally proud of my blog's content because so much of it's gratuitous and juvenile, yet I'm not really ashamed of it (or I'd take it down).

[insert comment providing independent opinion on likipedia and why the author shouldn't care all that much about content unless its inflammatory]

Which begs the question why I even perceive the need to have an opinion on anything and everything. Especially where it comes to myself. Perhaps it stems from a need to understand myself better, maybe I'm secretly dissatisfied with my person and am trying to shape an identity I'm prouder of, maybe it's an unfortunate side effect of having been made to argue and not accept.

[insert comment pointing out that the three subparts to my preceding statement were inconsistently flagged with 'perhaps' and two 'maybes']

Need to stop mooting unprovable (both innately, and because I won't bother) hypotheses about myself before it gets too absorbing. And of course, nitpicking on details for the heck of it

[logout]

2L @ 1:33 AM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Hello Uncle...Bah Chor Mee one. I want chilli plus tur Kwa plus can I watch your CCTV playback of Jeff Lopez...=D