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Saturday, October 28, 2006

Haven't updated for quite awhile.

Its that kind of writer's block you get when you've too much to say and too little energy/time/x-factor to write down.

It has been one totally insane/mad year. Strangely that's all there is to it, I can't describe it in any other way. Maybe these summations'll do more good on new year's eve than now, the start of the lull that'll last till the start of the next academic year.

I remember telling Yeejiunn that I wouldn't and couldn't make it past six months. But I didn't die. At least, not that bad. Its fair share of embarrassing moments and headstrong idiosyncrasies. I'm just glad I lasted it through.

I spent the better part of it hopelessly stressed on five sides. Spent copious amounts of time on MSN, answering messages and anxiously peering for more at 2am, like an office clerk/telegraph boy, no less.

I too remember a million firsts. I did my first pushup this year, my first pull-up, first failure, first time eating at Coro, first time debating, first time publicly speaking, first time sleeping at 4am, first time reformatting my computer, etc. etc.

Looking back yesteryear I hope I haven't blown it. I know I could have done better pertaining to lots of things. Adroit strategy and scheduling has never been my forte. And yes, I'm sounding awfully reflective and monotone and boring and a million other things. And I do know that no one bothers to read reflections.

Just know that this is a public confession of the year. No pretentiousness, no anything.

I pray these holidays will be productive, my ultimately-destined-to-doom of a miserable regimen is all I have to keep myself on track.

We ceased to be known as 1L effective yesterday. We've big shoes to fill, we probably won't fit half of them.

1L was an underperforming class all along, dormant giants. We'll all do better next year.

And as I've reiterated I'm hopelessly overstretched for next year. If I don't manage to shirk off NCC (I refuse to regard it as anything but a filthy pestilence that won't get off my back, a shameless leech that won't let go), I'll be forced to drop a million other things. Blood donations and bloodsuckers don't go in tandem.

I don't know why I'm being so hard on NCC. Maybe its just public perception and I'm unwittingly joined the bandwagon.

Debate-Council-MQT triangle.

I don't want to drop anything else. I probably won't. Its just that triangles are so much better than quadrilaterals in every sense.

I've been spurting cryptic riddles that only I understand in any case, one day I'll come back, read this, and happily forget.

That is if Blogger survives until then.

Reformatted Muk's computer today, his internet connection is still down, couldn't do anything about it.

It can only get better.

True to myself, extremely unfit for expository due to my uncanny, innate talent to veer offtrack for much of it, this post has been completely redundant, uncoordinated and random.

In addition to having plenty of language errors I refuse to correct.

Urgh.

And I crossed 1.7k in Scrabble for the first time in my life. Riding on a 22 game unbeaten streak.

The bubble'll burst soon.

2L @ 12:10 AM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Hello Uncle...Bah Chor Mee one. I want chilli plus tur Kwa plus can I watch your CCTV playback of Jeff Lopez...=D