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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Well this post is addressing 1L.

Fine, maybe I just so realise how hopelessly boring my blog is compared to some who go "mothafuckas~!!!!" every two posts. Seriously, I don't see what's the big deal over the 'f' word, i don't mind people using in, but I don't see WHY people use it either.

I don't see the problem with full-length posts typed in "cheem" English (don't laugh. i mean it). I so don't see your problem.

Fine, if you hate me, if you curse me behind my back, if you wish I were gone more than Joseph for reasons unbeknownst to my mediocre intelligence. I don't see what's the problem with him either. Yongzhi, Clement and Peter are the main antagonists nowadays, they provoke Joseph into action. I cannot pretend that his tolerance level is high, but his temper sure is and I don't see any point in stirring up the flames. Naturally provocation ekes a response.

Right, I digress. So, if you hate me, you want me gone, don't just say it in passing, don't talk behind my back, just come confront me and tell me why you fricken can't tolerate me. And if you can't place it, just fricken try to accept. I'm not a malleable person by nature, for the constituent neurons in my brain fizz and burst with alarming frequency, contributing to my somewhat random personality. But I'll try because I'm willing to, because I do not wish to spend my next 14 months or so in an effed up class who can't see eye to eye with me. This is an offer of peace.

I've endured so much more crap from you.

I don't see the point about differential treatment. Why is it when I praise people for an improvement they retort sarcastically. Even when I truly mean it (most of the time) they simply shrug it off as boasting. When I start screwing things up...

Fine, this isn't meant to escalate into angst.

Furthermore if 1L chooses to stratify itself, already consciously as can be seen by social outcasts like Joseph ,the upper elite who refuse to share anything with the lower classes, epitomised by (censored after more deliberate thought), the middle class who tries to join the ruling aristocrats and ostracize the lower classes (by far the largest), I am hapless.

I believe (censored) is correct when he says the only decent ones can be counted off the fingers on one palm.

The rest are simply onlookers who're apparently intelligent enough not to enter the chaos of classroom politics.

A final group is the confused, with the means to be anything, or make a difference.

If I'm not already with them, I'll just join them.

Perhaps I don't belong in this era, perhaps I ought to return to prehistoric times where you had to hunt huge wooly mammoths, or perhaps all the way in the future, past humankind's extinction.

To conclude, I don't believe that I'm a social outcast, its simply the society that I'm supposed to meld into that's at fault. I'm trying, I'm not talking about grades or ANYTHING that might antagonise you, masters, I don't want to pick fights here.

2L @ 10:25 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Hello Uncle...Bah Chor Mee one. I want chilli plus tur Kwa plus can I watch your CCTV playback of Jeff Lopez...=D