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Sunday, May 07, 2006

Is there a concrete link between stress and depression? Because I'm currently approaching the maximum elasticity of my stress threshold.

And according to some people, its very elastic. So can it stretch more?

Or will it snap, making the poor doofus on it drop a million miles into the abyss of depression? Because that stupid tightrope... is all I've got. No safety net (crap).

Even trapeze artists have them. Now lets explore what makes the tightrope go down further.

1. My weight. (very major factor)
2. Homework (the weight of which is double my weight)
3. Mental factor (the feeling you have when there's nothing above you, but you get the feeling you're being crushed. ACE, prospective homework, tests.

How to alleviate these symptoms? Ugh... and no one's been tagging on my tagboard for quite a while now... despite my new divpost system.

Anyway... sigh.
1. Maths homework
2. English descriptive piece (planning nia, reorgging)
3. Operandi Bookwormo
4. Debate reading up (i insist!)
5. Reorganising my desktop..
6. Mug for history

I really don't want item 6. Honestly, this year's history been pathetic. The questions are pathetic... compared to last year. And my grades have slipped like 20+%.

Nothing short of 90% for this test. Or I'll go bonkers. Hopefully I can still scrape an A2 for IH like Gregory did...

Speaking of MSG, I saw Chaoxu the other day. First time I saw him... he failed his 5 stations. I admire Gregory for his prodigious balance between recreation, sports and schoolwork.

Deader than ever... my classmates blogs are. Except for Jiahan, who has slowed down considerably. I expect them to abandon their blogs totally right after their English ACE is maxed. Come on, their only motivation is ACE.

Honestly, mine is too. The moment I max my english ace this blog will turn into a pitiful semblance of the underworld, full of vulgarities and profanities that I'm restraining my tongue with now...

Maple. I quit it 5 months ago, and now its coming back. Thankfully my computer can't play Maple, i don't need any more distractions. Debate training Tues Wed Fri Sat, 6 hours each. I think. Maybe 8 on Sat.

Ugh I wish I had more time. Actually I do have that time, but I choose to blow it on "fruitless" pursuits like blogging and MSN. Heck la...

I just hope I'll scrape this year by. According to teachers Term 3's the avalanche. NOOOOO. Fear's instilled. And with fear I fail.

I really don't feel like mugging. My algebra has always been weak and careless and Mdm Tham is fond of setting tedious questions that make you calculate all the way and find the wrong answer. Sigh, commonsense questions are much better.

Next term I'll have to pia maths ACE I guess. 2/15 is scarcely satisfactory.

Why is this blog escalating into mindless documentation of my plans and results? WHY?

So to diversify my posts...I'll do a blogthings survey and review the results, haha.

You Will Die at Age 64

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...
And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?

64!?!?!? OH MY GOD. Its pretty skewed. There's this question on safe sex.

14. Do you practise safe sex?
1. Always
2. Not always.

I chose the latter because IVE NEVER DONE IT. -_-'' and I guess that contributed to my early death. Pretty please don't make me die that early... PLEASE. I want to live till 100. T__T

Well I'm too depressed to comment further so I'll just end it and immerse myself in homework.

2L @ 10:38 AM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Hello Uncle...Bah Chor Mee one. I want chilli plus tur Kwa plus can I watch your CCTV playback of Jeff Lopez...=D