Mee Siam Mai Hum

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Well fine I got this splitting headache and am simply so dam pissed with this idiotic life of mine.

I realised I shouldn't be venting my anger on Muk

I realise I should reply my IMs faster or don't log on to MSN at all.

I realise I should finish all my homework

I realise I should really sleep earlier

I realise I should revise for my tests.

I realise I shouldn't have maligned Clement

I realise I should stop being a whiny bastard that keeps getting superpissed.

For that I'm sorry.

Anyway. Today was pretty okay....

Art was normal, my diagram was off.

Got 12/13 for my funquiz. Sadly Peter's vow was broken...

My timetable is WRONG.

I skipped English. And with it the dreaded test. A breather for a day, the bad thing is I'll have 3-4 tests tomorrow. Is it? Well its a sad life. I expect to fare badly for all of them, but grades are transcient. Do they really matter?

Went off to the canteen where we had lunch before departing for RJC.

RJC's disgusting. Worse than disgusting. Its greenwhite all over. Lets see its LKY's fault? Green for clean and green Singapore, white for PAP? Suspicious really.... and the uniform the females sport sucks. I don't like THAT shade of green.

Spastic layout. Tennis court on 3rd floor. What if the ball strikes someone?

The population density was around thrice that of HCI. Students swarming everywhere, including the canteen. Which happened to be exorbitant.

The briefing was okay. We got pitted against above par schools. I noted that Gabriel wasn't there. Whoo...

None of the more decent teams drew each other.

How unfair.

Anyway we had a mock debate. "Mock". My team was some SCGS girl, some Xinmin sec boy and some NYGH girl. Prep was STIFLED. Despite desperate attempts at convo, silence. No one jotted my SNIDE REMARKS. -.-

The actual debate wasn't exactly excellent. My speech was the longest, and I actually insulted. I insulted someone. No surprise really, given the lashings my ears receive each day. Mr Quek's sarcasm, my sis's vulgarities, etc. etc.

Anyway I got really guilty and apologised. Another first?

Tomorrow's lit and eng. Possibly another test I forgot. I can't bring myself to study. I can't study for english, and I don't want to reread AF for lit. I'll just have to flunk. FLUNK IT, FLUSH YOUR GRADES DOWN THE TOILETBOWL, LET PETER BEAT YOU, LET THE WORLD SCORN YOU, LET EVERYONE MOCK YOU, LET THE UNIVERSE IGNORE YOU WHEN YOU'RE FINALLY NOTHING.

Anyway the SCGS girl happened to be from SHPS. I just found out. No wonder the name sounded mildly familiar.

My memory rocks. xD

Why can't i extend it to english and lit and all the other damned subjects that require mugging?

Why can't that same memory space I use to mug thousands of scrabble words, to ascertain their validity be harnessed to give me an MSG of 1?

Why?

Why not?

Such doubt is ringing in between my hollow skull. I'm feeling unwell and its only a matter of time before I collapse. Hope its Sunday so I won't miss anything. The buzzing death of uncertainty descends upon this wretched mind of mine.

I feel like Hermione Granger. I don't want to feel like her. GOD HELP ME.

An interesting fact. People with surnames "ng" are usually special in their own right. And they are rather nasty people too.

Got to rush out IRS powerpoint, then do file org. Shouldn't have taken that nap nor spent 20 minutes typing all of this and doing a profanity check. I wonder why I'm doing this. After all my english ACE is maxed. I could simply revert to something more informal if possible. Or perhaps start a Chinese Blog. Much better than conventional pen and paper. I don't like diaries. Blogs aren't diaries. So there.

2L @ 11:14 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Hello Uncle...Bah Chor Mee one. I want chilli plus tur Kwa plus can I watch your CCTV playback of Jeff Lopez...=D