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Thursday, March 02, 2006

Okay, being highly bored and not in the mood for doing any homework, despite having lots, I shall blog. I think I'm addicted to this thing... but that doesn't matter.

This shall be dedicated to my grades...

I suck. Period. Been too distracted of late. Having an MSG of 2 isn't good at all. It isn't even mediocre. It sucks to the core. Timely wake up call. Too much MSN+Emotional upset+Not much attention=Lousy grades.

All A1 except Lit and Geog and English. So many people beat me, I'm so abashed I shall only write a few.

Zicong
Chong Jiat
Lots of others.

Thats it. Terrible. Fortunately I still have a physics exam to make up for it. I hope I can do well for it. To correct this heinous results that have rooted me firmly to the bottom aristocracy of 1L, I shall adopt the following drastic actions

1. Limit MSN to 1-2 hours a day
2. Do all homework asap without the computer
3. Then do WITH the computer.
4. Extra time attributed to ACE and filing
5. Of course, blogging still ranks first.

This was a pretty slack term, next term shall be a terror, with interviews and interviewing people and harder tests, by which I am doomed to almost certain oblivion. Gregory Peter Chomz and Zi Cong shall trudge ahead together with everyone behind, leaving behind poor me... stuck in the mud... priding myself on past glories... sob. I shall resolve an MSG of 1.4 and below next term, for if I don't get that... I may be doomed. Horribly.

Another piece of bad news. Upon inquiry, Joshua Sng told me I am not in the interschool scrabble team. Maybe I'm not good enough. He's hiding something I assume. Evil... SOBZ. 12 ACE. Gone like that. And I have to wait another year. For I promised not to enter the Nationals until I finish Interschool. Sob. People from RI get to go... so envious. Well though they will be thrashed, undoubtedly by the main team. The namelist was submitted January. Simply too late. Should have approached the teacher earlier. Anyway I shall let my Scrabble blunt and rust as I have no motivation to continue it anymore. I shall concentrate wholly upon my studies and dealing with the gushes of crap and slackers and laggers. In addition, I have around 100+ ACES to fill. Hopefully that will be settled by next term. Please, pray, let me! During the holidays I will attempt to fill at least 20 ACES. In addition to slogging my guts out for IRS. Someone, somewhere, any entity, please grant me the strength to play this out. Not to burn out. Not to die. For if I fail, thats my ending. Death. Before I do anything that might remotely imprint my name in history. I pray that will not happen. Unthinkable to be buried in the annals of history and forgotten people. Thats me. Refusal to be smothered. Very egoistic. Supremely confident I can do something. I need help. Lots of it.

Shall chill during the Sec 1 camp. For now there is a tonne of homework to deal with. My blue pen is the frontline... the inkless black pens are the sickly reserves. (credits, jiahan) Papers are the enemy. We seize samples to read through, for we must know the enemy to win (revision). We have secret weapons, but the enemy have them too, in the form of formidable red pens, which may backfire (mark us correct), but often do not. Swarms of the accursed enemy. Our stubborn defenders resolutely hold out, but its a matter of time before we succumb. We can only delay. Until reinforcements come (green pens). GAWD... this war will only end in another few weeks, then resume again, then stop, then resume again... this is wearing me out. Us all out. Burning our guts. Our brains. Eroding the confidence and hopefulness we had when we set out on the journey. Its students vs teachers. We are the majority, but they are the iron fist. We are the barbarians, they have a sophisticated arsenal of weaponry, classified into 9 kinds. English, Maths, Chinese, Science, Lit, Geog, History, Infocomm and Japanese. Not to mention their cronies. They have surrounded us. Our ammunition is limited.

Wishing with all my heart peace will prevail...

2L @ 7:13 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Hello Uncle...Bah Chor Mee one. I want chilli plus tur Kwa plus can I watch your CCTV playback of Jeff Lopez...=D