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Monday, February 20, 2006

Okay, now for your daily dose of depression and sadness, tear-jerking entries that make you feel so lucky not to be living my life...
Contents:
What happened today
Reminiscing
RANTING
Yea. Okay so basically, today went rather bad. I'm currently sporting a hairstyle that makes me look spastic, even more spastic than I already am. Chinese lesson was not bad. Around the only thing that went correct. English... well bad news for last, to be easily connectable to my RANT. 3 periods of assembly, got ticked off as a level for not "observing the necessary decorum". I agree personally but that teacher was NASTY. History I found out that I had wasted 35 minutes of my lifetime. To get a B+. Feel like swearing, but in the best interests of my ACE and my blogging career, I shall put it off. Finally literature. Quite like the subject, just find the Lottery a trifle boring. Maths Quiz training... 4 questions mistakes in 3. Careless mistakes, I should add. I suck. Have to strive. Japanese lesson's counters test went okay. Passing shouldn't be a problem. And I didn't doze off. Brilliant.

NOW FOR THE BAD NEWS. Then the rant.
I GOT 20/30 FOR ENGLISH COMPOSITION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 66.66 recurring% Crying now. It means B3. And almost certainly I will fail to be exempted from English. Gregory and Chomz and Zi Cong got 24 and many others performed excellently. And I vaguely caught a "Your essay sucked" from Mr Quek. May have misheard. Most definitely I misheard. But I was devastated all the same. Why? Was it because I wasn't in the mood? Yea now for the RANT.

Why is it people simply have to set me as a marker? Gloating and mocking me when they surpass me academically? Why do you have to fake astonishment when you are gleeful and joyful at heart? Why? I am sick and tired of people who come and ask me about my results. Then do a loud hurrah in front of me. Jumping up with a loud "YES!!!" And then. "You know what Liki? I beat you!!!" And that particular person will skip away to gossip about me. Then afterwards they will try to comfort me. Fakers. Its okay, its alright. I am not as spastic as you think. I understand underlying messages. Flunk the next one too! Give me the spurt of ecstasy! This reminds me of a certain incident in P4. Having gotten 27/40 for my English CA1, my teacher reprimanded me for not trying hard enough. Yeah and the world was comparing their grade to me. Making me feel squashed. Inferior. Like I already am not. And another incident that made me leak hot tears. P5. 13/20 for my Wrinkle in Time termly assessment. Same scenario as always. Same routine. Sad life. I do wish that people would stop being such hypocrites. I'm not a robot. I'm a human. A boy. That is delicate emotionally. (Bleh, maybe more of an emote retard) Please stop this. Lol personally I also feel this. And do what I despise. To Greg. Speaking of Greg.

GREGORY HAS LOST 3 ITEMS DEAR TO HIM. PLEASE RETURN TO CLASS 1L.

Thanks... I may be overgeneralising or perhaps being too touchy. Sorry if this is flaming. I bear the hope that Mr Quek won't bother to check my blog.

2L @ 7:56 PM
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Hello Uncle...Bah Chor Mee one. I want chilli plus tur Kwa plus can I watch your CCTV playback of Jeff Lopez...=D